Saturday, February 19, 2005

I’m in a nice mood, so enjoy it!
Current mood: energetic

Subject: Life really is good.
I decided today that life really is good. I mean, its not like it doesn’t have its extreemly slit-your-wrists-crappy moments. (I promise I have never slit my wrists, for those who don’t know me) But it generally is great. I am healthy, I have a job, I got an education, and I continue to get an education, I can raed and write, I have food to eat, I have a family who is there to piss me off, I have a Dad who has a good job and provides well for our family and helps me out when I need a loan, I have talents, I have a car (man I love that thing! It will be a sad day indeed, when I don’t have my baby in my life!), I have music (not to mention about 600 cds and a mini ipod…to keep me busy), I have awesome freinds, I don’t know seriously how many of them would die for me but I’m pretty sure they know that if they ever needed anything that I am always here and would do anything in my power to help them and to make them happy, I have twenty-three dollars saved in my bank account, which isn’t a lot, but its more then I ever have had saved in a few years.

I have a lousy, stupid, no brained cat that lays around my house and my friends and I torture it (well not anymore, my conscience was starting to weigh on me) but without that cat, I decided, there would be very little entertainment on cold, rainy nights. I have a gym membership which really has kept me sane! I have a library of about 200 books I have been collecting over the years and probably lost nearly 100 of them but still, they are somewhere. I am a pyro, and that keeps me happy. I have a very creative and active mind and am always interested in learning something new, I am serious about my goals and very ambitous, I know what I want and will do everything in my power to achieve it and take over the world! YOU WILL LOVE ME! I have MySpace to save my sanity at work all day. I have a journal I keep hidden somewhere (I’ll never tell) and its full of all the crushes I have had on boys my whole life! (and other things…) I have the gospel, which probably should have been near the top, I know I would be so lost without it, and be the most miserable, angery, depressed, jealous, mean person in the world without it. And a strong testomony. I am very lucky I have not fallen into serious error. And am just really blessed and glad to be Me right now. (even though its not all its cracked up to be, I promise!) And I really couldn’t see me being anyone else or being anywhere else than where I am now.

If you are one of the freakin coolest people in the world reading this, then know that you are neat! And I think you are neat! And that you should stay neat! And swell! And that I care a lot about you! And you should call me right now! This very second and we should make an evil devious plot to play and maybe you can talk me into sinning and we will play target practice with my Sister’s poor cat and my paintball gun in my backyard! Okay? Sweet! Super-neato! We are sooo totally wicked-awesome! No but really, I want you to call me right now, and we’ll do it! (not that!) And maybe we could get some water baloon throwing at small children while cruisin in my wicked-sweet red ride! Ok…so, yup….you just call then..Aight? Otay. Yup yup yup….. I’m waiting…. uh-huh….. um, yeah..cool….hum hum hum….lalala…..skipping like a school girl….Hey, I did that the other day…yeah, walking home from church with some of the coolest people alive to go get treats during church, yeah you should come to my church for good eats!….. ok welp,you just…uh….bye.

PS. I have explosives from Wyoming under my pillow/bed we could go make a firework show tonite too!!!!

P.S.S. I need a hug. I haven’t had one in like thirteen hours, and I haven’t had a “good” bear hug from a friend in like several days….wahhhh! So another thing you need to do since after you called me to make plans, you need to give me a BIGGGGGG HUG!!!! Ok? Yessssss